The picture on my blog reminds me of death.

Now thats an odd thing to say...

But, i'm not like, totally morbid or anything. Its just that the girl in the eye looks dead, like she's been shot or stabbed, and blood is on her shirt (reminds me of Ju's post for her latest Deviant Art, sort of). she looks dead to me.

its a design on her shirt...

Yes, i know that. Well, thats what it looks like when it doesn't look like blood from a wound.
Am I morbid? Its just that... the eye, and the girl... it just sorta seems like death... Like, an art representation or something, or like in a movie or something... its very... stuff or whatever.

gee cait, that was very eloquent of you...

I don't have to use big words here... its my blog... if i want to be deep, i can be. but i'm not really a 'deep thinker' so to speak. I'm more of a 'gee, that's cool and stuff' kind of gal.
Not like its a bad thing or anything. Some of my other friends are deep thinkers. Actually, they probably all could be deep thinkers. I'm just sort of like 'yah, i get it, that's cool'.
its fun.

how so?...

Uh... i dunno. its just like... I get to hear things from different points of view. Does that even make sense? whatever, i dont care. i know what i mean.
I was thinking something just a momemt ago, and i lost it.
But now i'm thinking something else. I was trying to be a good driver today. it didn't really work. I mean, I tried to go 50, i just kept thinking, 'wow, this is really slow' so i'd get bored and go 60. I figure i'll just stay an N for a little while more.

Oh, and he means nothing to me now. Nope, not a thing. I don't care. Go! Go serenade her! See if I care! After all the love and devotion i gave to you, but I mean, if i mean nothing to you, fine, whatever. See if i give a flying F%#!. (I won't use gratuitious language, cuz he's so not worth it.) I'll go find me a real man if you can't handle me.
Not like you're even gonna read this, or if anyone knows what i'm talking about (they might) but whatever. Its my blog. I can do whatever.
Anyway, its not like i don't have other men in my life! MEN!!!

But i digress, not like i was making a point or anything...

um... yah... i think i'm done.

yah. i'm done. g'night.